Ahh, I haven't been blogging in sooo long. So where have I disappeared to the past few weeks? I'm not entirely sure either, but a good guess would be girlfriend, work, CCAs and events, WoW, yaoi and sometimes, friends.
School is going into it's 5th week now. Pretty fast huh? P@tr0n's Day is in 7 days, and Valentine's (work) is in 14days. So it's busy period after busy period for me. And then I have my mid-terms, and projects to chiong. This sem, I have projects for all my mods so alot of time is spent on group meetings etc. No time, no time...!
Anyway, she left for Melb last night. Don't really know how to describe this feeling. I feel sad, definitely... but I'm not depressed or anything. I didn't send her off at the airport because it would only make the goodbye harder than it already is. I guess practice does make perfect =) Not entirely perfect now... but it doesn't hit me so badly anymore, and although song lyrics like 'Why does the sun go on shinning?' and 'I'm leaving on a jet plane' and other 'leaving' songs keep popping in my head, I know now that every day passed is another day closer to her again.
But I must complain. I had to rush a 5 page learning journal (for LTM) last night in my sad sad state. And I was distracted by emails as usual, so I only started on the journal proper at 10pm. At 1158pm, I clicked SEND EMAIL to my TA and even now I'm kinda nervous, because he never replied to tell me he received anything. Oh well, I have evidence that I sent it at 1158pm last night... Haha. I am so paranoid.Worrywart.
So amongst the shitty things that have been happening (like irritating people in one of my classes and not having enough time to do everything I wanna and most recently, gf flying off boohoohoo) I have other stuff worth being happy about like, P A W cny gathering, pri sch friends outing (havent seen them in a month!), (hopefully) hanging out w XY & E, cuddling the latest addition to my plushie family - my big brown teddy!
Simply as awesome as the person who gave it to me =))
I hope you come back quick quick! Sighh...Take care and study hard... I will too. Haha, or at least, try to.
My awesome LTB group got a presentation tomorrow! Somehow I just have this nagging worry although it's not even my presentation -_- ughh I NEED TO RELAX!
``larcenciel
Music: Deep In Your Heart - Jyu Oh Sei OST Mood: Messy
11:55 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Snake Fighting
So I built this wall again I wanna make things clear to my head So I built this wall again around my faith I'm just a snake-fighting snake Anyone wants to see me dying Go get the ticket It costs you only your soul
And I thought I was well-prepared for my module-bidding etc this semester. Ugh, I just dropped two modules - IE B and Financial Maths - and Im bidding for Consumer Behaviour and Management of People at Work. What lame courses right? I considered Management Science for a moment (since there is Maths) but...the prof that I wanted wasnt teaching. Haiz, I think Im totally wasting my time. I should be clearing Econs and Mktg or Core mods...and not weird mods like MPW...but I guess it can be counted as EMR.
Anyways, Ive been MIA for sooo long.. =X That's cos Im feeling soo lazy. More lazy than ever, I'd say. Everyday I just wanna laze around at home, i dont mind checking emails once in a while, doing some E&B stuff once in a while, and some PAW stuff..and going to work once a week. And then gaming and reading my favourite yaoi at night. That has to be heaven right? But now there's the whole problem of studying and examinations and other random crazy stuff! Not used to it, as usual. My inertia is a big problem once again. Haiz... -_-
I shall stop rambling on. Please pray that I get CB and MPW, thank u. Else I'd only be taking like,2.5 modules..which isnt exactly ideal. And yes, Im stingy again...I only bidded 11 points for each. LOL. PRAY HARD.