To me, no one can tell a better story than Enid Blyton. I suddenly felt nostalgic over the weekend and decided to re-read my Enid Blyton storybks. I still remember all the stories so clearly, and I cant help but smile as I recall those childhood memories... see? i probably cant ever hold ur attention like Blyton can, she has an amazing ability to connect to her reader, and convey all the "right" msges to kids.
Reading her books at my age may seem childish and ridiculous at first, but u shld try it too. becos u will intepret the stories so much differently, i realise i did. i found myself thinking, Haha, what a story, this can never happen. but i used to read it and believe it. I always used to look out for Moonface and Mr Saucepan, I always hung a big red sock at the foot of my bed on Christmas Eve, and I would actually fill it the night before with small presents for myself. I would imagine all my plushies coming to life at night, and having a roaring party in the closet. but now I just laugh it off.
What has happened to that innocence? Has growing up destroyed it all? and replaced it with cynicism instead? ppl always say, u have to be cruel cos it's a cruel world. but then, i realise tt it is precisely because everyone strives to be so cruel that we create the cruel world. and we continue this folly.
stupid us.
``larcenciel
Music: I Believe in a thing called Love - The Darkness Mood: thoughtful
9:45 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Unwell
ughh. i hate the taste of sick in my mouth.
i've finally reached level50 btw. *smiles weakly* another 10 weeks before I become level60. haha, wonder if i can ever get there.
Music: tired of living - drakedog Mood: unwell
4:15 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Chocolates, roses and LOVE!
today being the (overrated) day of the celebration of love and friendship, i just had to post smthg positive and gimmickly cheerful.
Love, love, love~~ with all of it spreading throughout tj with song dedications and flower deliveries, one cant help but feel 1) delighted and revered or 2) jealous and envious. but then, vday was never created to spite those without soulmates. so to those who think giving chocs and company is rubbish, chill, la.
i ponned Maths tutorial and PE to game XD lol!
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Candy Heart "I LOVE YOU!"
=D
``larcenciel
Music: Weapon of Vanity - Soilwork Mood: ladeelaa~
4:13 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
Myriad
I'm used to feeling all sorts of strange and disagreeing emotions, this time it hardly comes as a surprise.
I'm depressed, these 2 weeks without it has been so tough. there is hope that I can break this "abstinence" tmr. i can only hope *crosses fingers*
And then I'm all butterflies in the tummy, strangely contented and also blissfully satisfied.
sheesh.
I miss my baby... stupid gaming shops tt dont stock wow cards. kiss my atthhh.
uhh, happy early vday anyway.
``larcenciel
Music: Sugar We're Going Down - Fall out boy Mood: miserable
10:03 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Shank me, Baby!
Keep me dumb, keep me small Keep me closer to you Keep me still, keep it all Keep away from the truth Keep me here, keep me cool 'cause it's already done Everything is so intimidating
You are the one reflection Created false rejection I let you in and now you won't go away
Until I break, until I bend Until I fall back on my faith again Until my world is caving in Until I fall back on my faith again
I think the end is closer now You took the life inside me now Is this the way you're checking out? You are the one who's running now
Zerabitu Haemorrhage vid rocks my world!! i love troll rogues who pwn!
``larcenciel
Music: Fallback - Spineshank Mood: LET'S PARTEE!
9:05 PM
How the World Crashes
Just a few minutes ago, I tried logging on to WoW server. This time, there was no more "Acknowledging, Authenticating, Success! Connected.", no more "The server is down for maintenance from XXX hrs to XXX hrs +GMT/whatever shit they use to describe international time." It was "Your prepaid subscription has expired. Please purchase another card to continue playing. Thank you."
I am SO going out later to buy another card. it felt like this day could never happen... u noe, im abandoning my level 47 lock, e character I spent months building, developing and my time on. She's practically like the child. I watched her grow from a puny lame level 1 to a coolish strong 47. n i actually feel proud, almost happy for her. it's amazing how all these feelings can be ignited in me. What parents feel for their kids must be so much more... and what im feeling now is, in my opinion, already so heavy. I guess im starting to understand the idea of parent's love. (Christ, tt sounded so corny XP)
(And when I talk abt parent's love, I am immediately reminded of The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nightime. Amazing book, please go read it if u havent done so)
Of course, what made WoW even more worthwhile and lovely were the people i met =) everyone would know what im talking abt!! It's really cool to meet diff types of ppl, and even better if they become ur frequent questmate. i've learnt alot from them, their diff lifestyles (well, sorta, when they talk abt their lives) opinions on the same issue... and THEIR LOVE FOR ANIME too!! (See bitches? told u the anime culture is too great to resist) Almost the whole of Derdy Dozen(my guildie) loves anime =P
it's not all harmful to game, u noe.
``larcenciel
Music: Build God, then We'll Talk - Panic! At the Disco Mood: nostalgic