Sunday, September 30, 2007
This Is The Secret Of The Rose Bride
You'd think the minority would do all they can to stick together, to bond and be strong as a whole. In reality that's hardly true. After watching If These Walls Could Talk it made me realise how incredibly vulnerable we are and can be... especially with other lesbians around who, believe it or not, discriminate against other lesbians in the name of feminism.
It's ridiculous. Who cares if you're a femme, andro, butch or FTM whatsoever? Hell, why do we even care if you're straight, bi, gay or asexual? Sexuality isnt something we can just categorize into drab cement boxes like that!
Anyway this week is yucky. Got stats, maths for econs and BGS midterms - tues, thurs, fri. eurrgh. All these *trying* to mug has made me turn to junk food for comfort. When I say junk food i MEAN junk food. Like, Classics Lays potato chips, Tom Yum seaweed, hot and spicy potato chips, lotsa snacks from japan courtesy of the parents who have just returned from hokkaido, like beer cheese, chocolate coated potato chips, honeydew kitkat, seaweed peanut cracker snack, miso instant noodles, wasabi peas etc etc.
Omg I hope I dont suddenly come down with a sore throat or a flu. HATE getting sick when I'm just about to sit for exams -_-
``larcenciel
Music: Call On Me - DJ Mallorica Mix
Mood: ravenous
11:13 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
My Senses Need Reviving
A pity hL and aL couldnt make it... So it was just the 3 of us left today. Celebrated hM's bday at (where else) TCC, our favouriteeeee haunt! Got the membership today. So next time anyone wanna go TCC, call me. Ive discount.
``larcenciel
Music: Left Hand Suzuki Method - Gorillaz
Mood: weird
2:18 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Flanger
"Foreigners not allowed to be part of gay rights debate in singapore"
The article got it wrong..it should have been gay rights denial. or gay UNrights debate. of course it is for the interests of singaporeans to ban anything remotely gay. I mean, we are sooo obviously just out there to infect everyone with homosexuality and we definitely definitely want to take over singapore and make it a happy gay nation! but DAMN, you guys are so smart to have exposed our diabolical gay plan.
``larcenciel
Music: Incredible - Leandra's remix (hehehe)
Mood: cranky
5:56 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Where It's Going
I asked my dad under what circumstances would be disown me? He said if I were violent or cruel to mom or him.
I asked him what was his top most worry about me? He said for me to develop bad habits, like smoking, drugs, crime etc.
It's so hard to guess if being gay constitutes a "bad habit" or even, "being cruel". All these ambiguous words...I mean, what is bad or cruel to him might not be bad or cruel to me right??
Anyway I'm so zonked. Been up all night doing my 2000 word essay for BGS. And I'm not yet done! But wtf, it's 6am, I should go get some sleep.
``larcenciel
Music: Then You Look At Me - Celine Dion
Mood: pooped
5:57 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Rainy Days Never Stay
I'm not going to lament that my girlfriend isnt here in Singapore with me, nor compare with others (ure so lucky at least u still see ur bf once a week!)
I am going to be grateful and thankful that she is well and at least, we have the luxury of calling and emailing and skype-ing. Although nowadays skype always busts on us.
Because even though I feel like complaining that she is so far away from me and I can only see her every few months, at least these months will pass, at least I can still see her someday and at least she is still alive.
Im so scared... If I'm not thankful now, I wouldnt know what Ive got till it's gone. And it'll be too late.
And I have sooo much work piling up on me. =( UGHH.
``larcenciel
Music: Ever Dream - Nightwish
Mood: grateful
4:44 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Saving Faith
I'm summarizing this from a friend's lj:
One day, a man was having a haircut by an atheist barber. Atheist barber says there is no God because if there was, there wouldnt be so many people suffering etc (the usual argument) After man got his haircut, he saw someone with very bad, unkempt and messy hair. Then he said to atheist barber, No such thing as barbers then, since that guy over there has bad hair. Atheist barber says, No! You just got your hair cut by me - a barber! He has bad hair because he doesnt bother to come to me!
And man says, Precisely. If you dont go to God, you will never find Him.
***
I guess it's supposed to have that kinda "wahhh" effect on you. But you know, for almost everything in this world, if we try hard enough, we will find it. So how can some people say that only their religion is correct and only their God exists? And anything else that doesnt comply is trash.
I dont believe in God, I believe in fabrications, in it's mindless power and susceptability to corruption and abuse. But I also believe in it's potential to strengthen the weak, to provide support, love and a sense of belonging, and to help people find the strength to live.
I believe in my hairdresser, she does a pretty damn good job with my hair. And she's one of us - humans. We can make it all possible.
``larcenciel
Music: Toki Ni Ai Wa - Adolesence of Utena OST
Mood: happy
5:20 PM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
She Said, Guys Dont Do No More For Me
My latest favourite song! She Has A Girlfriend Now by Save Ferris. It has an awesome, catchy tune to it. And it puts me in sucha light-hearted mood, this is what lesbo songs should be about! And not some strange, verging on nonsensical things like All the things she said running through my head blahblah.
Ok anyway, remember the cutesy, pinky, girly anime everyone has heard of, SAILORMOON? Well just last night I found out that they had LESBIANS in it! Yes, people like meeee!! Not to mention, it was a butch-femme couple! Neptune and Uranus, hey im surprised they didnt include Saturn. Oh it would have been so apt, wouldnt it?
And shit they had such 'adult' dialogue,
"I told you, recently you've been eating too much, you're so heavy."
"I wont listen to that kinda talk out of bed."
"Ouch, you're grabbing onto my arm too hard!"
"I'll be gentle when we get back."
O_O errr... ok. One wonders how the lesbian in me got awakened when I was just a kiddo? There you go. Not that I'm complaining, of course XD
``larcenciel
Music: She Has A Girlfriend Now - Save Ferris
Mood: cheerful
11:26 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
The Unecessary Mix
No use feeling angry at immature bastards who dont give a shit about animal cruelty, right? Like those 3 fucktards who hung a pup to death and decapitated and burned it. Because some people will just never ever get it. Never get it, ever. Ever.
I just wish animals didnt have to suffer the degradation and horrific fate of existing in the same world as us human beings.
You'd think, that if there was actually someone or something responsible for creating humans and animals and an environment so rich and intruiging and beautiful but now totally spoilt by us, that someone or something is obviously a sadistic creep. To watch the innocence of other living things being totally ruined by such ugly, stupid beings....
Crap I really hate being part of this appallingly horrible race. I should stop feeling sad and listen to radio1. Bye bye.
``larcenciel
Music: I Want You So - Radio 1's Dance Anthems
Mood: unhappy
4:06 PM
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