And I'm left with macro exam on Friday. I should be mugging uber hard for it now but Im wasting my time online and getting distracted (as usual) But after pia-ing so hard for the past 2weeks I feel like I dont have any steam left to run this final 50% battle =X Sucks.
Nevermind, at least there is still whole of tomorrow and half of Friday to revise Macro again.
Anyway, guess what greeted me at my doorstep just a few hours before the dreaded AMM exam??
An adorable little lamb all the way from Melbourne!! =) Aww, isn't the gf just thoughtful? I named him Ciel, after my favourite "uke" (well, technically not really since Kuroshitsuji isnt yaoi) from Kuroshitsuji.
This is Ciel, by the way:
Okay, so Ciel the lamb bears no/little resemblence to Ciel the bishounen but they're both cute (in their own ways) and I love them =)
And Sebastien, the demon butler (with a lolita-complex, IMO) that Ciel sold his soul to:
What better way to end a random-turned-fangirl post than with gorgeous Kuroshitsuji cosplay pictures? =D
Absolutely gorgeous.
``larcenciel
Music: None Mood: Sleepy
1:02 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Happy Anniversary Baby!
Although we dont look as adorable as those chibi-cuties, I can just imagine myself as the dark haired one - trying my hardest to concentrate on my studying (and looking very irritated), while you're innocently looking on, dropping all your crumbs on my book (and being very free as usual...haha)
=)) Can't wait till you fly back home! Meanwhile, I still have one week of torture to endure... Back to mugging now. Haiz.
``larcenciel
Music: Sidewalk Dreams - MMDeej Mood: Sick
4:55 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Cut: I create another pain, so I can forget the unbearable one. Even if it's just for a while.
Cut is the anti-thesis of everything normal, ideal and good. It's about violence, self-mutilation, suicide, homosexuality, depression, incest, truancy (which seems really trival compared to the rest) and self-hatred. Cut is about love.
And damn, I savoured every word, every frame and every page of it.
The protagonists climbed out of their darkness in the end....with each other. That must be what Love really is.
``larcenciel
Music: None Mood: hungry
6:07 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
Why Don't You Leave With Me?
I've decided...In my next Life, Im going to be born in Japan, a guy and Im gonna be a damned good seiyuu for yaoi, shounen and other nice anime that involves magic, meccha or vampires.
I think if I wish hard enough, I'll get it eventually...
Can't wait for my next life...
Oh yah, fantasies and whatnot aside, exams are LOOMING. Have I told you? I AM DEAD FOR IT. I dont know what Im doing now...I should be mugging my ass off but Im...watching anime. Sheeesh. Tomorrow. I start the serious mugging tomorrow.... I promise.
``larcenciel
Music: Wing of Words - Chemistry Mood: otaku
4:48 AM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Hope Is Not So Audacious After All
Since a long time ago, I lost faith in Uncle Saam - when and why, I forget. It's so easy to forget when there were just too many things they didn't do right. Too many. And it became natural for me to predict that their actions will always be counter-intuitive and counter-productive.
But today...today I woke up with a feeling that things would be different. That I wouldn't be unpleasantly surprised. I woke up feeling like today was not going to be the same. Today, we won't be going down. From today, we will be climbing our way out of this awful dark hole we've been sinking in for too long.
Today, U S of A did it. They took the first step in change - good, potential change. For years and years they have been talking about Faith and Hope. And finally, today, they've showed us they truly understand what those words mean. And with that strong, mature and developed understanding, they're finally returning to where they should have been all this time.
He wrote about the audacity of hope... But now we all know that hope - the hope he was talking about - isn't so audacious anymore.
Because it's happening right now.
``larcenciel
Music: Shodo by Pigstar (Junjou Romantica OP) Mood: Optimistic
1:24 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
Losing Again & Again
The past week has been nothing short of DESTRUCTIVE to my life =( First, I was sick with fever and flu. Then I had diarrohea, which lasted till....wait, it's still on-going now -_- So with my ill and weak body (and my lazy lazy mental state) I sank into continuous anime-watching and manga-reading since last Tuesday.
And. I. Cannot. Stop.
I am so hooked. So hooked on Vampire Knight Guilty, Junjou Romantica (ah, duhh), Yamato, an assortment of yaoi manga etc and when I say hooked I MEAN hooked.
I hate this feeling...losing myself to my otaku fangirly world and hating every moment of RL. Nooo...I cannot do this again. I'm messed up like this, my inertia is incredible. Once I start watching, I can't stop. Today at work I was typing an address that said Cross Street and I immediately thought of Cross Academy, Cross Yuuki, which made me think of Zero and his hotness and I wanted to die at work zomgaacktt.
Now I'm rambling. Bad, bad, bad... Anime is so good yet so bad for me. Crap, I need to stop being sooo addicted and study! Exams are in 4 weeks!!
But sighh, JR ep 4 and VKG ep 5 fansubs are coming out on Wed... I'm so excited =D
-slaps myself. I have AE homework, PAW sponsorship proposal, Marketing final project, AMM homework and Resume all due this week zomg what am I doing with my precious timeee???
``larcenciel
Music: Vampire Knight Guilty OP - On/Off Mood: OTAKU