What happened Heath? Did they get you? Like how they got Jack and Ennis? Maybe they'll get me too, someday.
``larcenciel
Music: Rest In Pieces - Utena MV Mood: melancholic
2:30 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Untitled
nothing compared to the pain that put them there.
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2:28 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Not Quite P-E-R-F-E-C-T
After school today I went to NUH to fetch my pampered gf and waited for her while she finished her ward rounds. We went to the airport after that, had Popeyes for dinner (whipped potato, yummy!) Then I suggested we do a simulation of next month 15/2/08 10pm at T3 aka goodbye-gf-back-to-melbourne-until-whenever. Simulation exercises are always good. We have emergency exercises, fire drills, mock exams etc just to prepare us for the real thing which, we all know, is something big and (more often than not) incredibly difficult if we're unprepared.
But this goodbye thing..... why doesnt practice make perfect?
``larcenciel
Music: All I Have To Give - Backstreet Boys Mood: sleepy
1:45 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Swimming With Elephants
So, first week of school is sorta over.... It really doesnt feel like the first week.... I feel like Ive so much to do already! Projects, homework, readings etc. Omgg. Im most worried about LTB. We had our first meeting this afternoon. Talk about kiasu. Well, proposal has to be out in 3 weeks time so we gotta get started asap.
And Ive Patrons' Day meetings to attend, E&B training to go for. Now Im considering getting involved in Animal Day =) but I'm really scared I cant take the workload. Will work it out somehow I guess...
Besides the crappy mood and gloominess that has been occasionally engulfing me the past few days, my asthma attacks have been working up again! =X It sucks. I get a minor attack (on average) twice or thrice a day now....really really awful.
I think the only saving grace is seeing the girlfriend. What would I do without you love? I guess I'll find out in a month's time -cries!
Bleahh.
``larcenciel
Music: Yellow - Coldplay Mood: gloomy
8:30 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
It's Growing Bigger And Bigger
I had a crazy urge to watch Monster again - now I regret it. It's the type of anime that leaves you feeling so detached, so uncomfortable it makes you feel like your whole life is in pieces. Like there is this huge dark cloud over you, like there's a huge burden in your chest, like nothing's ever gonna be right again. Leaves you feeling miserable, pessimistic and so lethargic.
Monster just zaps the life all out of me. But somehow there's a sanctury in this darkness.
On to episode 28 now...
``larcenciel
Music: Together Again - Vexille ED Mood: suicidal
12:13 AM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Shall I Spell It Out For You
Seriously, which part of les-b-ian do you not understand? Is it sucha difficult concept for you to grasp? Just like how you think it's normal to love dicks, I think it's perfectly normal for me to love chicks. There is no such thing as "try to change me" or me being "secretly straight". It's like you telling me, Im straight and me saying, Oh really? You're not secretly homosexual?
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN GUYS AT ALL!!!!
Have I made myself clear enough?
Anyway this was supposed to be the obligatory New Year resolution post. New year resolution? Stop being agitated when someone thinks that I like some so-and-so guy. ARGHH the thought of it is quite revolting. And be less of a brat to the poor girlfriend =P -laughs.
And omg my HAIR. I didnt intend for it to turn out this way...it just did! Abit too short I think...but heck lah, hair will grow back.
``larcenciel
Music: How We Roll - Alvin and the Chipmunks Mood: annoyed