Friday, August 31, 2007
78,000 Miles To Home
Holy shit I went for the dj-trial lesson this afternoon and it was fantabulous =D Oh boy I cant wait to go for the proper sessions next week onwards. Spinning has to be the coolest thing ever. If all goes well, I'm definitely gonna buy my own CDJ or mixer.
Anyway this week has been ok. The annoying couple from my Thurs lesson werent so annoying this time. Only the girl tried to argue back but she got lost halfway so she dropped it. Oh it was funny because when the both of them strutted into class I could see everybody else shift in their seats and some were stifling laughter etc. I nudged my friend next to me and he was like, hmm they're here.
Freshmen bash was last night at MOS. Went damn late though. It started at 830pm but my friends and I only reached at 10+pm. So by the time we got there, they were announcing the results of the pageant -_- Lame. I dont like drinking, dont like dancing, dont like picking up random people (it was sucha hetereo club anyway!) so the only good thing I got outta yday's bash was admiring the djs. lol.
Ok I'm getting outta here. Shall continue watching lword (although my stats hw are SCREAMING to be done) My senior lent the whole of season1 and 2 to me! Thanks to her, I can finally watch proper episodes and not random cut parts from youtube =P
``larcenciel
Music: Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
Mood: chirpy
8:25 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
It's Cold And It's Glowing
I have to remind myself over and over again, why I chose to throw myself in an environment filled with know-it-all, too-confident, assuming, talkative high-achievers. That's right, I need to face these people sooner or later at work, and maybe I might be one myself. Then it'll make things so much easier.
But honestly, sometimes it's just not NICE to argue. Okay? Period. I know AS has taught y'all many wonderful things (whoopeedeedoo holistic education!) and you can "reason" and use "logic" to argue and get your way eventually but for crying out loud, know when to stop!
It's manners, okay? Oh maybe it's like, a CORE505 LIFESKILLS mod that u havent taken or smthg.
``larcenciel
Music: Magnolia - The Hush Sound
Mood: annoyed
12:36 AM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Amidst Variance, Median, Mode...
Ok I think that if I even slack off one day I will NEVER be able to catch up on my work (I am not naturally bright, you see) and therefore from today to the end of term I would have to study like I actually enjoy it so much I cant get enough of it and therefore I want to breathe, eat, drink and dream studies. It's not as if I havent experienced that feeling of wanting to immerse myself in only that sole activity, just not with studies. This time I gotta replace WoW with studies. A simple case of substitution isnt it? Yeah.
(-wants to run off and die NOW)
But unfortunate things aside, today is my darling's birthday!! =D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY sweetheart! You'll receive ur present (specially hand delivered somemore!) soon! Hope you like it =)) I wish I could be there to celebrate your bday with you but life sucks so we just gotta wait another 5years before we can get together for ur bday!
I love you =)
``larcenciel
Music: none
Mood: stressed and elated
1:05 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
First To Nothing
But sometimes dont they wonder, that theyre saying all that just to convince themselves that Life isnt so random and that they are actually doing something that's beneficial and it would secure them a safe and happy future.
Dont they wonder that telling themselves that everything was meant to be - like the ups and downs people experience; the shitty times, the separations, the heartache, the crappiness of being a human being, and also the happiness and greatness of being one - and it was all part of a greater plan, is simply a much easier way to keep living.
For the outcome is the same, we still die. It is what you do in this Life, what kind of differences and impacts you make in the lives around you, that really count. And not so much your end benefits, your goal of paradise and reaching Him.
Living is more of a battle. But what we're fighting with shouldnt be ourselves. You're living, they're living, so am I. We are all in this together. But why is it that some people just dont care?
``larcenciel
Music: Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
Mood: meek
12:30 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Corpses Decay Because Of Sin, apparently
Yday was the Assumption for the Virgin Mary or smthg, and because I am a relatively filial granddaughter, I dragged myself out of bed at 11am and accompanied my grandma to the obligatory mass. Dont worry, I'm not going to launch into angsty and irate extreme atheist mode. Just wanted to note an observation I made after mass.
Endless cutting of taxi queues. My grandma and I were waiting to hail a cab, people emerged from the Church, after an hour long session of Peace be with you brothers and sisters, do not sin etc they're out here being inconsiderate and awfully rude.
So I was just thinking, maybe being considerate and kind to ur fellow human beings should be part of the commandments or smthg. Or at least, have the conscience to be polite within 30min of mass. Of course, it's just a humble suggestion from a warped up religious-less minor.
Somehow it's funny cos my grandmother suggested that we should 'cut the queue' too since the rest were doing it and I told her, No. It's simply too rude. And I walked to the opposite side of the road to hail a cab.
``larcenciel
Music: Cant Help Falling In Love - F4
Mood: proud
2:12 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Im'a Take You Home With Me
It's pretty cool how the online world connects you to people you never thought you would know if things were left to real life fate. From plume.sg, I now know of a senior from my college! She's in 4th year now, so we'll probably rarely or never meet, but it's comforting just to know that someone like me is there in school, and not just 1,2,3...but a whole group of us.
Then it makes life so much less lonely =)
Anyway, I had my virgin iceskating experience on Monday with the CSP people. It was a hell lotta fun! Although I cant exactly say that I now know how to iceskate properly, but at least I can move relatively stably at a steady pace without toppling.
Time-table was out today... I have a 3day week, the heaviest day is Thurs, 6 hours of my econs and maths modules. I'd most probably bid for a 5th mod this sem, the thing is what module to bid for? I dont even know what options I have.... And wtff bidding??
Ahh, the woes of a uni student. Correction, a stifling Singapore uni student. Ughh.
``larcenciel
Music: Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
Mood: nervous
1:20 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
My Sims Lady
And these are the pretty Sim femmes that have stolen my virtual heart. Sigh... They're just heartbreakingly beautiful arent they? Definitely beat the blood and night elves hands down.
-raonsims.com
Baby can you feel my heart beat
It's beating just for you.
Since the first day I saw you
I knew.
``larcenciel
Music: Stay With Me - First Lady
Mood: dreamy
3:26 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Praise Our Glorious Censorship Lovin' Nation
Ok, so Forum on International Law pertaining to GLBTs was banned, foreign speaker wasnt allowed to come, the kissing photo exhibition was banned, pink picnic was banned, the 5/10km jog/walk was almost banned (now the route is around the botanic gardens)
Banning is one thing, cooking up 'moral' and 'public interest' excuses for all these bans is another. And I cant decide which one I hate more, cant decide which one makes me more disillusioned, more disheartened and more ashamed of my country, my sexual orientation and ultimately, myself.
Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, Im telling you, we're really really really not out there to harm and infect everyone with the homosexual disease. People tell me that Singapore is actually quite accepting of GLBTs. Yeah, maybe informally. But in the eyes of the law and in proper, legal statement, we are still considered the dirt of society.
Pride? What Pride?
``larcenciel
Music: Waiting - Elliott Yamin
Mood: sad
3:27 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Your Heartbeat Is Pulsing
Someone was ranting that it was grossly unfair and irksome that mere lesbian kissing was flagged on youtube whilst vids of straight action werent - apparently the general public is afraid of seeing two girls kissing. So someone else suggested we lesbos should get together sometime and stage a revolution, consisting of girls making out everywhere on the streets. Lol, and just in time for IndigNation too!
This week! 8 gorgeous cupcakes turned up on my doorstep thanks to my love that's in melbourne! Thank you =) theyre beautiful and delicious - just like you.
``larcenciel
Music: Magnolias - The Hush Sound
Mood: happy
1:20 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
IndigNation '07; Pride
www.plu.sg/indignation for more details.
Hmm, I'm kinda interested in going for the Hitting (on) Women play by Action Theatre. Looks good. A pity our Pride doesnt consist of Mardi Gras, complete with rainbow flags and loud and proud queers parading the streets, terrorizing the homophobics.
Yeah, fat hope.
``larcenciel
Music: Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Mood: indifferent
4:59 AM
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