Thursday, June 30, 2005
PHASE 36: ATHRUN'S ESCAPE!!
oh golly. im so incredibly excited now i could (be excited to higher energy levels) cry! initially i wanted to include a proper episode summary but blogger's block and i just couldnt start. so i decided to just ramble on stupidly like the silly fangirl i am.
36 is amazing. Athrun kicks some MP ass, sees meyrin half naked, shoots gay rey like a pro, and defects frm zaft yet again, this time in a blue gouf with a chick next to him in the cockpit (reminds me of cockpit sex..but nvm) HAHA! it was great watching my sweetheart finally snap out from his angst confusion and stand up for his beliefs. but OMG i think i saw e soft-gentle-i-love-u look he usually gives cagalli when he thanked meyrin for hiding him. i hear jealous caga.
SHIIIITTTT LAH. athrun just looked freaking cool and suave when he escaped. esp when he was shielding meyrin from gay rey's (it's official he's EVIL btw) non-precise shootings, and later shot rey's gun easily. the scene was just SCREAMING COOL, SHOUTING at me BITCH IM FUCKING HOT AND U NOE IT SO DROOL NOW. and so, as i am still stunned beyond anything, athrun holds out his hand to meyrin in the most AMAZING way (shit how can anyone look so GOOD) and they enter gouf.
and becos i cannot get my hands on any screencaps just yet, there arent any picts to blow u off ur seat. but fear not, i will post some when seed-net updates!
*hysterical*
i cant wait for 37!!! SIGH! it's gonna be so so so WONDERFUL. i just know it. =D we get to see athrun FIGHT! *cheers* yessirr im fired up now.
anyway, madness aside for e time being.
PREDICTED JCT GRADES:
Econs: C or D
Chemistry: FAIL
Physics: C or D
Maths: C or D
Chinese: FAIL
GP: D7
OKAY. im such an optimist right? but really, exams sucked. esp chem. i considered just walking out of e hall halfway through e paper but cldnt cos Ftong was there. no, i lie. actually i just didnt dare to. what a coward.
for now, i'll just stop worrying about exams, it's over, and start anticipating for PHASE 37! XD
``larcenciel
Music: Reason - GSD OST
Mood: hyper
8:45 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
The Laissez Nightmare
tmr's my first exam, ECONOMICS. frankly im not even sure of the exam's format and i dun even noe the duration so basically i am quite screwed, albeit i did study, right? ughh. forget it, im a wreck.
anyhow, a few days ago when i was revising free market i came across 3 significant words tt triggered the weird wire in my brain, COMPETE & CONSUME.
economically, it meant producers competing for business, and patrons buying products/using services. but i somehow got reminded of raww's infamous line in SEED just before he bitch-owned mwu, "This is mankind's wish, mankind's dream, and mankind's sin. To be stronger than others, to be more advanced than others, and to be more privileged than others. They compete, envy, hate and consume each other!"
just how did all this competing and fighting come about? who decreed prestige to be determined by how much control and power u can exert? strangely (or not), i seem to liken all this to a capitalist economy, where everyone merely acts for self-interest, where if lacking in incentive, u can expect zero output and how vigorous competition will inadvertly force the 'less efficient' out.
i realise tt some readers will be able to decipher bold bashing in this entry, but in defense i would like to question, is the real enemy the one who yields the sword first, or the one who provides the sword?
we are living the laissez nightmare.
(fangirl note: ATHRUN IS SO HANDSOME i know who he escapes with already he shot stupid gay rey hahahahahaa heheheheheehe hohohohooho oh im so mad i ought to be smacked and so i am shit must be the stress.)
``larcenciel
Music: fields of hope - GSD OST
Mood: stressed!!
7:35 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Have a Pleasant View
GAGAGAGAAAAHHH im posting PREVIEW SCREENCAPS for PHASE 36! mmffjkllghddgjiij!!!
hot hot meyrin hides athrun when e guards are lookin for him.
GORGE UR EYES OUT ATHRUN!! HAHA! anyway his hair looks shorter for some reason...
BADDAAAABADAAAA. we see my sweetie holding his hand out to.... WHO? meyrin? lunamaria? or meer? or maybe, a GUY?? shit. i cant wait for thurs. why issit taking so longg!! i wanna watch 36 now... but it's gonna take so long... aahhh... *grumble grumble bitch bitch complain*
OKAY. study study study. i havent touched chinese yet. =X
``larcenciel
Music: Lilium (griffin chorus) - elfen lied OP
Mood: IGNITED! XD
8:21 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Battlecry.
aiyeeeeeeeee.....
i dont know wtF i have been doing with my life these years. i shld have discovered anime when i was 3, picked up drawing when i was 4, at 5 colouring and shading, 6 animation, 7 story-writing.... and so on until now... if i did, i wldnt feel so wasted now, studying solely for exams and not my amibition, being in this immature denial stage of teenage angst and confusion.... *blah blah blabbers*
OMMMFFFGGG PHASE 36:ATHRUN'S ESCAPE!!! *screams* shiet. fansubbed 36 will only come out on thurs, and next thurs mind you. that means last day of exams = ATHRUN'S ESCAPE EP DAY! and aft watching tt ep i swear i will dedicate a wonderfully LONG blog entry to it!! heeee... *hiccups* oh shit hell bloody crappy tappy smelly nappy blueblack onionrings and other stuff I SO CANNOT WAIT!!
oh yes. i decided to give samurai champloo a try and i wasnt at all disappointed! it's sucha great show. Jin and Mugan are so hot. and Fuu's a babe. XD heeheehee oh shit im so fangirly. baada baadaaadumbb. yay. i resolve to go japan at the end of the year. =D
``larcenciel
Music: Broken Wings - Trinity Blood OST
Mood: fangirl giddy! XD
7:50 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Error 401: Pleasant Surprises
Oh my Gundam. The rarest thing occurred today... i actually got a pleasant surprise!! AiyayayaH!
im really elated. the elfen lied downloads which busted on me 2wks ago could work just now! media player decided to be nice and stopped its error nonsense hahaha im so happy i could STUDY.
right now im downloading another anime called Trinity Blood. ooohh yes. i have a feeling it's gonna be my nxt anime craze. it's so cool, it could make a cucumber shrivel up and bury itself underground n hibernate for e next century. it's basically like a war btwn vampires, humans, witches and creatures like e main dude, a Krsnik, which feeds on vampire's blood. plus it's bloody n violent which makes it even more interesting. XD
Thank e lord for fansubs, e only place i can ever get quality anime, cos sporeans think asian cartoons arent gd enough (but e angmo madagascar still rocks their socks n rebonded hair) so little anime is shown n the animax ch mostly show strange 1980s cartoons. -_-
alright. ive been slacking e whole morning it's time to do some serious work. tata! =D
``larcenciel
Music: Dress (Bloody Trinity Mix) - Buck-tick
Mood: ecstatic
4:28 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
Cleaning out my closet.
(pardon me while i revert to my old self for a while.)
so apparently S'poreans are upset abt young ppl PDA-ing. they say it aint right, cos other youngsters will see and copy... it is also an ugly sight and an 'unwelcome intrusion commuters have to endure in silent discomfort'.
firstly, who the hell asked u to look? ive always believed tt u can choose what u want to do with ur life, similarly, u can choose what u wanna see. so dont be a ninny and expect e world to sieve out everything 'wrong' for u. MAKE CHOICES. that's e only way u can grow as a person. and to counter all e bullshit abt kids being vulnerable to such undecency, well breaking discovery, if ure a gd parent & actually take e time to sit down(or stand, it doesnt matter), interact n talk to ur kid, u shldnt worry too much. becos kids have brains too and we intend to utilize them, thank u very much.
secondly, in what way is it discomforting? hey, we can all save e money we spend on R(A) movies RIGHT? if their PDAs are as BAD as ppl make it out to be.
the bottomline is we've all gotta stop behaving like babies and actually start thinking. it's a selfish, indecent and torrid world out there so if we're just going to shelter the young what's gonna happen to them in e future?
Over the centuries, Mankind has created such darkness and hatred that we are now the ones who have to pay. And when we do, we are just continuing our foolish path to self-destruction.
(back again)
anyway, HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! yes, y'all, rmbr to kiss ur daddy and thank him for taking care of ur stupid/clever/itchy/*insert adjective* arse since u were little! on e contrary, u could be pissed cos he was e one who took care of u, or didnt... ok, forget it. i'll just zip.
alright, new layout! i spent an hr doing it, and im so pleased with e image! SEEDforum rocks forever. Auel's (yes i actually like other GSD ppl besides athrun!!) abyss looks so gorgeous too. a pity auel's already dead in destiny. =(
btw if ure free, do read today's sunday times Think pg26 on biased gender laws. all day long we fight for equal rights, yet when it comes to legal laws, how men are made the aggressor we dont even bat an eyelid and question that statement. hypocrisy at its loudest.
ok. time to go back to maths. ugh.
``larcenciel
Music: Falling stars - sunset strippers
Mood: is hungry considered a mood?
8:35 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
Inside the cockpit: HOT YAOI
Ah yes. my perved fangirl obsession with COCKPIT SEX. hahaha... cockpit is the place that gundam pilots sit to pilot the mecha btw. it's ard the middle of the whole gundam, and it's a GREAT place for secret, naughty fumblings for drunk ZAFT boys. XD
ANYWAY, i have disappeared for quite a few days! so many exciting happenings! like, i got the official GSD character file mag, a compressed SEED comic and 2 chibi asucaga hangies. =D besides that, yday i finally patronized sunshine plaze, my shrine of anime collectables! so anyway, i drew up a shopping list so tt i wont be so overwhelmed and stunned e next time i visit.
- ASU CUSHION! so i can hug him to bed
- tt poster of asukira. they look so yaoi tog. heheheh.
- cute haro hangies!
- HOT SAVIOUR & ASU FIGURINE.
- stack of GSD character cards. =D
- auel keychain. omfg he is sooo cute!
- deayza figurine. WAH they beat asukira hands down.
ok ok. and the highlight of the week is..... KIRA GETS OWNED BY SHINN in phase 34.
*evil laughter* the Save Athrun-sama Organisation is finally doing smthg. the next thing we need is shinn committing suicide, dullindal overthrown and all the girls and guys esp yzak (im sorry dearka but asuyza is still better) frolick to athrun. we could add a tiny tribute to lacus for being athrun's fiance in SEED but she's still going to die.
alright. i think ive written enough gundam bullshit already.
i just had durians. =D yum. they were so fleshy and tasty man. im craving for more... actually im craving for kfc more. argh. i love the fillet burger. it's delicious. FOOD!!!
ok. im watching a new anime: Ichigo 100%. it's comical, romantic and quite perved. e guy, who happens to sound so much like shinn asuka, is so cute! the drawings of e characters are WAY better than GSD but heck, athrun still ranks number one.
Music: shoot - gundam seed
Mood: cheerful!
2:11 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Fireworks!
the greatest man on earth has grown a year older! MY daddy! =D Happy Bday daddy!! *cheers*
yday was post production party! but like half the club wasnt there. anyway i was the first person thrown into the sea by my beloved snrs. theyre a bunch of bullies. and I ate like a starved pig! haha. e hotdogs n wingies were really yummy.
yzak.nu have some really gd stuff. =) SEED SIMS!! haha! it's just so hilarious. but poor athrun got abducted by aliens. and yzak n dearka are just all over each other... they even have a baby! athrun gets left out once again. =( my sweetie...
so anyway, i played with paintshoppro abit just now and made an asucaga pict! my skills may be kns but it's so hothotHOT cos it features athrun & cagalli in the shower!! well, they may not together in e shower but still very *SEXPLODE* too bad i cant get villagephotos to host it cos it's apparently too BIG. -_- nvm. i'll find a way to compress it or smthg.
YAY! ASUCAGA!
i think i shall do a yaoi one nxt. heh. either AthrunKira, or AthrunYzak. =)) current fandom, athrun pairings.
``larcenciel
Music: so tell me - heartsdales
Mood: fangirl giddy!
9:57 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
Shaking heavens, crushing destiny.
Another boring day recorded in Leandra's timeline. i wonder, when will my life actually start?
and there's nothing fresh in the papers. i flipped thru forum/letters pg, and i see the same old "speak gd eng", "let's be a more open society". yeah yeah... all talk no action. listen to me man, i used to go through that dumb rebellious stage. besides staging ur views, u must have a solution. it's really no use just pinpointing others, and leaving it at that. ive passed that immature phase.
anyway, im going to start shopping for GUNDAM stuff!! like, posters, vcd/dvds, soundtracks, figurines! im going to fill my life with Athrun and anti-war msges! =D i already fiddled with paintshop pro to make avatars and wallpapers but i wanna try my hand at photoshop. it seems more... functional
e song they played when stellar died in shinn's arms. AWWwW....
If u close ur eyes, u wont see sadness.
If u stop loving, u wont feel pain.
I cant recall that gentle voice,
In the depths of my mourning heart.
And a ship is stranded in the ocean,
silent and distant,
swept away by a torrent of grief,
disappearing underneath the waves of tears.
I suddenly feel that familiar but still overwhelming realisation that living is more of a battle... =)
``larcenciel
Music: Shinkai no Kodoku (GSD OST)
Mood: indifferent
8:25 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Munch Munch Munch..... and more munchies.
uhh... I feel like stuffing myself with lots of food all of a sudden, which is unhealthy and bad, of course.
anyway, aside frm managing to source out an awesome Freedom VS Saviour wallpaper jus now, the day has been entirely meaningless and bland. studied econs. damn. i need to work on maths MORE. JCT IS COMING IN 3 WKS!!! i feel scared. =X
star wars III is so sad. anakin just wanted to protect the one he loved... i guess he just did it the wrong way...
but then, who's to say what's wrong and what's right? protecting something/someone impt to u is not wrong isnt it? sometimes the world is just so screwed up. in ways we cant understand and even if we try, we only end up further away from the answer.
``larcenciel
Mood: b-o-r-e-d *yawn*
Music: Remembrance (GS OST)
7:50 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
ARGHH! I AM SO PISSED OFF NOW!!!
fh3##$5^&**##@~!``!!))$@#%&(hdie8**6^^#%*BJj(&hg&^9##*!!!
after 18 torturous, painful hours of waiting for the bloody slow comet to d/l my elfen lied anime, the video refuses to open. windows media player keeps saying, we've encountered a prob...have to close...sorry... WHY CANT THEY JUST TELL US WHAT E PROB IS SO I CAN GO FIND A WAY TO SOLVE IT!!?? *SCREAM*
*piang* my SEED has broken. i can go ard pwning everyone if u gimme a gundam now. the first ass im gonna pwn is MICROSOFT, following that KIRA's stupid FREEDOM. invincible? we'll see. ATHRUN i'll help u take revenge!! i'll make sure that no one will look down on u anymore and see ur true sorrow and powers!
............................
haiz. i am more upset than agitated actually. im so miserable now. indeed, when u hope u are more likely to get disappointed. NVM. i'll find another way to get my hands on ELFEN LIED.
ah crap. i still have to go back to sch for pw meeting. i feel so sian today. doubt i'll study much. shit.
( GSD 33 - livejournal/users/yzak )
man. thank goodness i still have these to laugh about and not feel so sad abt my anime.
``larcenciel
Music: want me, want me - namie amuro
Mood: see my FIST?
1:01 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
Inspirational Sunday
And then the world stops spinning,
and everything crashes,
everything perishes.
I see it all unfolding,
homes broken,
human lives bent.
hearing hearts torn apart,
ripped and gone forever.
hearing children crying
thousand others dying.
Where there is fragility,
where there is pain,
can we find anymore hope for living
in this bloodied world,
shrouded with misery.
fallen angels are still singing,
i can hear them when i close my eyes.
will it be all over if i do?
i can still hear them calling me,
to the place i know i want to be,
the fields of hope.
Battered, but still undaunted. =) I love Athrun. ure my hero. *fangirl squeal*
``larcenciel
Music: I wanna go to a place (GSD OST)
Mood: fangirl giddy for athrun =P
10:10 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Athrun Zala
Athrun Zala has experienced the roubles of war two years ago (in Gundam SEED) where he ended up losing his family to the war, and almost killing his best friend, Kira Yamato. Athrun was born in the Space Colony sector in December(same month as me!).
He is the son of Patrick Zala who is the late chairman of PLANT, and Lenore Zala. Lacus Clyne, a beautiful and popular pop idol was engaged to him due to family connections. Unfortunately Lacus fell in love with Kira and they later broke up. Athrun's mother tragically died in the Bloody Valentine War which was an incident when over 240,000 coordinaters in the space colony of Junius 7 perished due to the Earth Alliance's nuclear attack.
Realizing he had to protect PLANT Athrun joined the ZAFT military on February 20, 70 Cosmic Era (CE). There, he befriended Nikkoru Amarfi. Quickly he rose the ranks, becoming an elite, skilled pilot of the GAT-X303 Aegis in the elite Kleuze squad.
In a mission to attack Heliopolis he met Kira. However his best friend was his enemy in war. Athrun and Kira never truly fought but they were saddened by the situation that forced them to fight each other. However later on, on Earth, Kira killed Athrun's good friend Nikkoru. This led to Athrun almost killing Kira to avenge his good friend's death. Athrun self destructed Aegis in an attempt to destroy Strike. He succeeded and was awarded the Neville medal and a new Mobile Suit, ZGMF-X09A Justice. He was also proclaimed "Top Gun" in ZAFT.
However, he met Cagalli Yula Athha, daughter of Orb Union's representative. They engaged in a harsh but illuminating conversation about war and its consequences. Cagalli questioned him,"Kill because someone got killed, and be killed because of killing. will that really solve everything and end the war?"
Later on, Athrun decided to fight together with Kira, going against his father, when he was troubled by the question "What and why do I fight?"
Meanwhile Athrun developed feelings for Cagalli.
Then, in the final battle of Yakin Due, Athrun successfully protected PLANT twice with Kira from the Earth Alliance's nuclear attacks. However, under Athrun's father's command, ZAFT's newest beam called Genesis was to be shot at Earth destroying it. Athrun's father's last words to him were "Fire Genesis, Protect PLANT." Athrun then decided to destroy Genesis to save Earth by self-destructing his mobile suit within Genesis. He self-detonated Justice for Earth, the home of the Naturals who hate him, who killed his mother and his comrades, an act which marks him as a self-sacrificing, mature individual. Cagalli managed to save him after the destruction of Genesis.
Now, in CE 72, Athrun is in Orb as Cagalli's bodyguard. The chairman after Athrun's father died, Eileen Kanaba has maanaged to erase the information of Athrun being a traitor so that everyone in PLANT sees Athrun Zala as a true hero. Athrun is retired from ZAFT but the current issues in the world at the time call him back to ZAFT.
Re-enlisted in ZAFT as a Faith member of the ZAFT Special Forces Team, Athrun pilots the Saviour Gundam. He is once again confronted with his past troubles as a fresh war has started between the Naturals and Co-ordinators again.
``larcenciel
-Athrun Zala, Saviour, Hishinseru!-
12:56 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
What happened to SEED?!
Oh crikey! i just realised Athrun hasn't been able to go into SEED mode in the whole GSD series of late! *sad* man. i sure would love to see Athrun activated... Hence, i MUST get my hands on GS to see more angry, ass-kicking, top gun Athrun!
On a more serious note, i guess it's cos he just doesnt believe in what he's fighting for now; ZAFT that is. it's quite ironic, since he is a co-ordinator and his dad was the chairman of PLANT. i would have figured he would still stay connected with his roots and protect PLANT wholeheartedly when they are attacked. but Sunrise decided to let Athrun play the silent, confused and angsty role (again -_-) ah well. i guess it's cos he's too perfect already, he'll shadow the rest of the cast. =)
anyway, i've thought of how phase 33 should be already. after kira(i hate him) defeats stellar, shinn is inflamed and proceeds to go SEED (what's new?) and fights kira. but Minerva has ordered shinn to return, yet he still stubbornly persists and continues the battle. obviously both of them will be on par first. meanwhile, talia asks athrun to go out and 'fetch' him. so he does in the green Zaku suit he piloted in phase 7 or smthg. and there'll be that magnificant scene of Athrun launching Zaku (hehehe fanservice for me!) so, kira and shinn fight fight... and suddenly, kira's activates SEED again and starts spitting some philosophy about war and pain and shinn goes like, oohhh yahh.... and thinks deeply and loses concentration. then kira raises his whatever gun thingy and is about to slash shinn into half when (SURPRISE SURPRISE!) Athrun magically appears and uses some Zaku sword to knock that gun shit outta freedom's hands.
then some emotional conversation goes on between athrun & kira while shinn remains shocked. and athrun finally exclaims,"u say u dont want to kill or fight anymore, then what are u doing now?i am fighting for something i want to protect! my comrades. i am fighting for the ppl of ZAFT, i am fighting to end this war. and i will not let u fucking kill all my comrades like u did in GS u fucker shit asshole!" (ok the last line isnt appropriate but wth) and then kira says,"i am fighting for peace!"
"and u hope to achieve peace by inteferring in battles, hence causing unneccessary deaths and fighting just abt anyone who gets in ur 'peace' way?"
"......"
*LOUD MANLY SHOUT* Athrun finally goes into SEED mode and defeats kira!!!
unfortunately i know that can never happen because we all know that shinn is the one who defeats kira.so i was thinking, perhaps athrun doesnt activate SEED, he just chops off freedom's hand or smthg, and orders shinn to leave.
and as theyre flying back to minerva, Shinn suddenly awakes from his shock-dom and turns ard, swiftly slashing freedom all over and hence, defeats kira. and then athrun goes,"KIRA!" and he becomes the one who is shocked.
back in Minerva, athrun slaps kira. HARD.
in the authoratative, angry and commanding voice, he says,"how many times are u going to go back on ur orders?u are part of the military, and u take orders from the ship. u do not abuse ur power and act as u deem fit."
shinn outburst. "he fucking killed my stellar! he's a fucktard(applause by me) and Stellar was forced to pilot destroy blah blah he shld have killed neo instead blah blah *shinn angst*."
"Nonsense! when was it ur turn to take justice into ur own hands? a gd pilot will never let emotions affect him on the battleground."
shinn talks back in his usual rude and qian bian manner. "dont tell me that!ure the one who's been confused about whether to fight EA or not. blah blah..."
Athrun silent.
Shinn angry.Athrun speaks quietly,"i chose my comrades.im sure u saw it for urself out there. you are suspended from all duties. the council will decide the appropriate action."
Athrun turns ard and walks away in that cool manner. *swoon*
ahahaha! what a nice phase aint it! best ever, kira gets defeated, athrun gets his priorities right and stops his state of confusion from spreading into more episodes of the series, shinn gets his just punishments...
i want to see Athrun's SEED mode!! =(
``larcenciel
-green eyes, blue hair-
5:30 AM
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