OMG IM SOOOOO TIRED. Summer holidays seem WORSE than school term! What on earth did I get myself into? The past 3 weeks Ive been going to work, going back to school for meetings and training, SPCA, etc. Seems like there isn't a single day Im not in town!
And because of all that, Ive been neglecting the girlfriend for too long =X Im sorry love... I promise to make it up when Im there in melbourne okay? Just gotta 'suffer' for another week or so, then I'll be there. And you'll be sooo sick of me by then, haha.
Jiayou jiayou! With sales, meetings, events, sponsors and everything else! Chionging Popular expo from Sunday to next Sunday, 10am - 10pm shifts. Yes, I work for 12 hours or more at a go. I must be mad.
Happy eighteen months ! =))
``larcenciel
Music: When Six Songs Collide - Norwegian Recycling Mood: zonked
2:49 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I Saw Earthlings
After watching Earthlings, I feel like killing myself.
It's not like I only feel like that now. Everytime I eat my maid's yummy spicy chicken drumlets I think of all the chickens that were killed because of those few drumlets. How many drumlets does a single chicken have? So how many chickens were slaughtered for that dish of 20 drumlets?
I am only one consumer. There are millions out there. I hate to think about the calculations.
Ive just always been in denial all this time.
My eyes hurt from crying, my nose hurts from sniffing. My heart aches from empathy, my conscience, battered from realization.
Sigh, where do I go from here?
``larcenciel
Music: Earthlings ED - Moby Mood: depressed
2:41 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
My "Home" Is The Anti-Thesis of My Home
I just found out that MDA fined channel 5 for airing some 730am lifestyle show that featured a gay couple in it - they were revamping their nursery for their kid or something. And then I found out they edited OUT some anti-homophobia comments on Ellen Degeneres'. WTH are they trying to say? It's okay to hate gays?? (Oh yeah I guess that IS what they're saying!)
Okay Westerners, here's your call to start boycotting our lovely Youth Olympics! Stop focussing all your attention on Beijing, there are human rights issues here in stifling Sink-apore too. Straight-apore.
Arghh this is hell annoying. What on earth is so bad about homosexuality? We just get better sex!!! Stop punishing us for that... -_-
BYE.
``larcenciel
Music: Fate - L'Arc~en~Ciel Mood: irritated
12:31 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
Gender-Bender
I was brushing my teeth this morning when I had a sudden epiphany - I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!!
Yes, that's it. That's my realisation. I am not a les-bi-an. Ive gone past that stage, way way past it. Im over that whole yay-girls-only-lesbian phase. I....am a full fledged homosexual.
Get the difference? No matter what my gender is, I'll just be attracted to someone of the same gender. If I were a guy, I'll be attracted to guys. Just so happens now Im a girl, so....
I cant bring myself to like guys now. But if I were a guy, I'd rather go for guys.