Thursday, October 30, 2008
mfflscbewlljkfgqazudvrzzzz!
STUPID SICKNESS STOP PLAGUEING ME ALREADY!
The only saving grace is junjou... -fangirl sigh. So nice....
(and girlfriend, of course =) )
``larcenciel
Music: Qian Shou - A*mei
Mood: Nauseous
11:41 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I Want To Go Away
I have been dilligently going for AE class EVERY SINGLE WEEK and the one day I didnt go prof TOOK ATTENDANCE. OMG. Am I sway or what? And it's not like I skipped class for fun, I was down with fever, flu and a sore throat sighhh I am just an unlucky bitch =(
Anyway, Ive been sick since yesterday afternoon. Girlfriend (and friends) tell me Im overworked... But am I really? No matter how you look at it, I dont think Im really doing that much. Sometimes I think Ive accomplished too little, waaaay less than I'd like to have but other times I feel like I just have too much shit on my plate and I cant take the stress. Wish I could be more capable, more efficient and more hardworking. My inefficiency is disgusting.
Ok, I shall go finish up my career plan and watch Gossip Girl/True Blood (if the internet co-operates) If not, sleep it shall be.
Btw, Ive been fangirling too much these days. Junjou romantica and Vampire Knight season 2 are out!! I am in love with Misaki, Aikhiko and Zero! Gagagagagaaaaaaa. Sigh...
My sis just got back from Japan. JAPAN!! Sigh I wanna go there someday....And bask in their cosplay and anime EXPO! ZOMG. I heart heart heart Japan to bits and pieces. I wish and I wish I was born in Japan, I'll definitely be a cosplayer! And I'll enjoy all anime =D and not forgetting, the troves of YAOI treasures!!
But I can only dream. Or maybe in my next life...
In my next life, at this time...
``larcenciel
Music: Together Again - Mink
Mood: sick
11:08 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
I AM FCKING SCARED
Last night there was a huge flying cockroach in my room.
Tonight there was a young, aspiring huge flying cockroach crawling up the wall infront of me.
Who knows what'll happen tomorrow night??!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MY BEDROOM??? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THE WRATH OF THE COCKROACHES?? Life sucks, feel so bloody miserable, nervous and scared now Im sucha loser -sobs.
``larcenciel
Music: None
Mood: Miserable
12:58 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
My Depth Perception Must Be Off Again
I dont know what's worse - knowing your dream yet not having the courage nor ability to pursue it, or not knowing your dream, but with the hunger and desperation to achieve it.
My depth perception must be off again
Because this hurts deeper than I thought it did
And it got closer than I thought it did,
I'm in its' reach --
``larcenciel
Music: Rest In Pieces - Saliva
Mood: jaded
2:15 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
My Almost Straight Fangirl Attractions
The latest episode of Gossip Girl set off the bomb ticking in me since...last week's episode. (to be exclaimed in a mad voice) I HEART CHUCK BASS!
So I was thinking back on the male stars Ive ever really liked -
Jake Gyllenhaal
Jonathan Togo
Ed Westwick
There is a trend here. They all have that nice-glassy-eyes-look, boyish face, dark coloured hair and most of all, they look like such awesome potential gaysss!!
wahahahaha =D wish they were -sighs dreamily. only in my fangirl dreams...
``larcenciel
Music: Crush - David Archuleta
Mood: fangirly
3:31 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Wowza
I survived 3 midterms in 2 days - Advanced Maths, Macro & Econometrics. Even if I SUCK at them, you've got to give me abit of credit for sleeping less than 4 hours for the past 2 weeks and trying my best to mug Econs. Yes, I shall only worry about the results next week.
Work later in the morning. I guess Im not going to get more than 4 hours of sleep.... AGAIN. Next week's gonna be hectic, swinging back into academic (classes) + CCAs + work life again.
I AM TIRED.
``larcenciel
Music: None
Mood: Tired
4:06 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
They Creep In Like Spiders Right Under Your Noses
I was taking a break from Macro just now and snacking on Pringles and reading the nutritional label, manufacturer details etc when it suddenly dawned on me - I must have a million Proctor & Gamble things in my house!
So I did a quick google search on all the P&G stuff, and here's what my household has:
Duracell
Covergirl
Herbal Essences
Pantene
Clairol
Vicks
Braun
Oral-B
Eukanuba
Boss
Gillette
Olay
Pringles
Sheesh, talk about biiiiiiiig company!! I wonder how P&G manages their brand image, turnover and whatnot, and all that big-company shit that comes along with its formidable size.
It's actually quite awesome if you think about it, huh? Okay, fine. Im weird. Econs does strange things to people, I swear =(
``larcenciel
Music: none
Mood: sian of studying
12:21 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Mugger Wannabe
OMGG. Studying is sooo difficult. Especially when you just dont have the mood nor motivation to do so..and especially when you have to study Econometrics, Macro and Advanced Maths. Im finally done with AE, still have 2 more subjects in 7days!! RAWRR!
I completely wasted my midterm break. I really dont know what I lost it to! I wasnt playing hard, wasnt going out alot, infact I was in school everyday! I think I spent alot of time sleeping... Yet I still feel sleepy. Arghh, rant rant rant.
Im sucha loser. Cant even study properly. I need some DRIVE to mug! Else 18th Oct will be my deathbed =(( I mean, academic deathbed.
``larcenciel
Music: None
Mood: worried
3:38 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
I Can Be Your Spaceman Lover Forever
One day, I will be a spaceman.
I'll take a rocket to space,
Step out and feel the vacuum.
Then I will suffocate in the emptiness,
And savour it forever.
``larcenciel
Music: All Around Me (acoustic) - Flyleaf
Mood: sleepy
2:38 AM
Friday, October 03, 2008
After Midnight, It Just Escalates
Everytime I think Im going mad and feel like giving up, I try my best to imagine how it'd feel to click on My Results and scroll, ever so slowly and painfully, to the sacred AMM module, and I'll squint, ever so slowly and painfully, and try to make out the letter - what is that letter? What is that grade? I'll touch it first, and if I bleed from the sweet, blade sharp edges then I will smile. Because then everything will be worth it.
``larcenciel
Music: What I've Done
Mood: Crazy
1:16 AM
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